i know that there's something left untold. to lived by God's playing. i called it a mystery. to follow his rules and through the journey he has made for as best as i can do. i have no demand of anything but no expectation. though it's so abandoning to have a thought of something, but still there's a boundary to do a thing. just try to build my conscious up, to face reality with smile, to grown up with beautiful mind, to see him happy with or without me. yes, some thing better left as a mystery. no never ending story. i left it for the story (that) maybe would end hopefully with him.
*write down when the emotion beats down the rationality. for some reason, i feel so desperate yet i know that is so useless to feel that way, im just human though.
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